I am Fornesus. Creative. Artist. Outsider. I seek for my voice to be listened to. I seek validation at times.
But I want to know myself. I want to find myself. I want to be myself. I will stay true to myself and my art.
My work reflects this inner angst.
3D
Me:
in mind
Existence is epheremal, and timeless. Confined to the body, and its impacts to the world outside. View work.
the facade
Our very humanity is layered, from our existence to our conscience. View work.
acting
There are many ways to interpret my essence. My words, my thoughts, and who I am are all too much for many to fully understand. I just exist to live my life. View work.
in color
Color brings vibrancy to lives, otherwise, devoid of it. View work.
a colored identity
No oe understands me. But what is there to understand? What can I symbolize when no one fully knows me? View work.
on the outside
Material form has never been the extent of existence. View work.
Life
Sweetheart
A photograph of Kiba
The Stillness
Be still. Thy will. Will be. Fulfilled.
Setting Star
Just a glimpse.
Appreciation
The finer things in life are defined by perspective.
Living Haven
Who cares about productivity when you have vision?
Mga Ilaw Ng Gabi
Hubad
Past the facade of our exterior lies the reality of our lived experiences. Naked, underneath, we deal with the essence of our sanity.
Carnival
Enjoyment, eternal. Enlightenment, internal.
Outside Inside Outside
Left. Right. In. Out. Left. Side. In. Side. Out. Side. Right. Side.
Party Inside, On The Outside
Maybe it’s healing. Maybe it’s isolation. May I’m feeling depths of my exclusion. Busy besides the party inside. Please keep in mind, I’m on the outside.
Raging Seas
Ocean waves feel as I wade. The raging waters, in seas I fade.
Heated Stimulation
Remembering the days when I was in the heat, away from the coldness of my current feat. The vision, the passion, capacity to bask in the light of another, a friend, or a loved one. Stimulated I could see a future that’s for me. Isolated I can only see the dread awaiting me.
Pagmamahal
Hindi ko alam kung paano mag mahal. Hindi ko den alam kong paano maramdam. Hindi ko den alam kong paano mag buhay, kase alam ko lang kong paano mag alam.
The Outside
Outside Looking In
The yearning of a stranger only becomes greater.
The Fury Inside
Inside all of us is a fire that will either burn out or last eternally.
On The Outside
An outsider, but an insider to myself. Externalized, reserved, but there’s liberation within me.
I’m Okay
I promise.
Quaint
Silent nights look nice from the outside.
2019
Bird
I wish to one day spread my wings and glide through life. View Image.
Foundations
Everything is meant to be destroyed, and what is destroyed is meant to be reused. View Image.
Isolation
Lost in my world, as I gain insight. View Image.
Kingsley
Mountains
Climb and overcome the obstacles of your life. View Image.
New Dimensions
Deep within the confines of my mind lie, not just a new world, but a new dimension. View Image.
Self
Self-love is not selfish but, rather, self-preservation. View Image.
Traction
Friction sometimes creates wonderful, beautiful things, from the pressure. View Image.
Reality
Is it subjective or totally objective? What is it, really? View Image.
2018 Drawings
Futurism 1
To design the future that you want is to theorize a future to be won. View Image.
Futurism 2
The future that includes us all. View Image.
Kiba
A natural beauty. View Image.
2018 Watercolor
Affectations
Forge out the path that you want to live rather than choosing the path carved out for you. View Image.
Bricks
The foundation for our lives and, while imperfect, necessary for our survival. View Image.
Drip
Trickle down. View Image.
Face
Oftentimes, you distort the truth at face value mask the pain behind. View Image.
Freedom
Live freely to escape the prisms of your prisons. View Image.
Open Up
Oftentimes, what’s inside is the most beautiful thing of all. View Image.
Pagmamahal
There is no liberation without metaphorical love for one another. View Image.
Roots
From these foundations, our lives are brought forth. View Image.
Signature
Make your mark in a world that wil make every attempt to forget you otherwise. View Image.
Spirits
Disembodied guides. View Image.
2017 Works
49.
An abstract created in memoriam of the 49 souls lost at Pulse in Orlando, FL. View Image.
Erasure
Erasure: What happens when colonizers erase your identity? View Image.
